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Down?

Journal Entry: Sat Nov 14, 2009, 6:06 AM


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Dear all of my good friends and visitors~ :heart: :fish:

My mood is really down right now.
I feel dying in school.
......
Mostly, It is not about the National Exam, but my friends.
I felt almost cryin' but I can't.

I cried beside my family, but they didn't know it.
I used my mask everywhere.
I always come to help.
I always tried to be the best.

Still, my social relationship is awful. They. Hate. Me. Of. No. Reason.

Down? Yes. Feel like dyin'

Do you remember that I said will go to another account?
I think I'll do it.
To save my pride, my heart, my feeling, my humanity, and my sanity.

I need to refresh my mind.
I need love...
I need GOD. :pray: :love:

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Cute avatar --> :iconivoryblood: made by :icontipleloop: :huggle:

My Real cousin: :iconsierralatkje: and :iconoraclebunny: :hug:

Best Friend from DA: :iconpassingsorrow: :iconmagehikari: :icond4nch: :iconkuroran: :iconfutarinokizuna: :iconre-invent-the-world: :iconpheos: :iconhisokakatsu:

My Great awesome friends:
:iconlonesomeyes: :iconryuzo13: :iconidhebohlam: :iconkagurafuuko: :iconmonochromewinter: :iconmizukairi999: :iconkiminokaze: :iconeckyo: :iconbernalilo: :iconvanguard-zero: :icongokiman: :icons00moongate: :iconnethray-of-velec: :iconthemissg: :iconpapao: :iconcyu: :iconhatakesage: :iconl0v3-paopu-fru1t: :iconyohanesraymond: :iconsecondary-target: :iconreddishcheek: :icondananew1: :icon5avir4-c3cil: :iconotakbolong: :iconmiyuki-yoshiharu: :iconsazmo: :iconrion-kun: :iconrenai-akihime: :iconlunafyrewyllo: :iconluvelia: :iconthe-chocoholic-girl: :iconbloody-octav: :iconaskichan: :iconjoe021093: :iconlaird-kafu: :iconrechirasu: :iconkazenokaze: :iconpunyu: :iconyamadika: :iconwhite-kazuhiro: :iconlil-clover: :icontheqlith: :iconsena-nightsaber: :iconyivae: :iconernestgirl: :iconlisemo: :iconhellobaby: :iconwick3dsono: :iconlunaticsupernova:

I really admired them:
:icon10721: :iconikizaku: :iconjoodlez: :iconwenart: :iconjell-o-rama: :iconlook: :iconimari-chan: :iconlian-blackdream: :iconidnar: :icontridenth: :iconkokecit: :iconlainnocence: :icondemonicangel-bayou: :iconadipatijulian: :icondarkmello: :iconsate-bang-somad: :iconleversa: :iconarehandora: :iconoverweight-cat: :iconsubaru-s: :iconginame: :iconomupied: :iconarchie-the-redcat: :iconyumix: :iconegosun: :iconsakimichan: :iconlanwu: :iconjiuge: :iconzuowen: :iconshel-yang: :iconshanhuang: :iconaitsuito: :iconfujimiyaran: :iconunlimystic: :iconlaverinne: :iconmlcamaro: :iconla-sera: :iconborychan: :iconkaze-hime: :iconmrsloth: :iconcelesse: :iconshilin: :iconkuebulan: :iconnorli: :iconbarlee: :iconkeiiii: :iconcomipa: :iconheise: :iconsolkeera: :iconemperpep: :iconsiguredo: :iconyohimo: :iconyue-iceseal: :iconvalleyhu: :iconnath0905: :icontc-chan: :iconluciole:

Clubs:
:iconwatercolorists: :iconchildrensillustrator: :iconhellobaby-fc:


  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: Tente - MONORAL
  • Playing: Gaiaonline
  • Drinking: Dietary Milk

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Devious Info

  • Interests: Alice Nine, Vampire, Anime, game, manga, cosplay & Gackt-sama desu..
  • Favourite movie: Romeo & Juliet, Titanic, Kagen no tsuki, LOTR, Moon Child and Time between dog and wolf
  • Favourite band or musician: MCR, Ayaka, Kotoko, Utada Hikaru, Gackt and L'Arc~en~Ciel (especialy Hyde) desu..
  • Favourite genre of music: J-Rocks, but I love mellow songs
  • Favourite artist: Gackt, Hyde, Mariah Carey, Pierce Brosnan, Vigo Mortensen
  • Favourite poet or writer: J.R.R.Tolkien, William Shakesphere & Mario Puzo
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • Favourite game: Final fantasy series, metal gear series, Never Winter Nights
  • Favourite gaming platform: square enix
  • Personal Quote: Jealousy is Love's Sister

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Comments


:iconstellar-neko:
oh iya XD
PMnya arfhelica erfart :D
kakak juga ya? D:
PMnya siapa?

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art.. digital or traditional, is the most mysterious and interesting things to learn...
:iconsolatomato:
halo gab :D
sola ini hehe

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Sorry I'm not good in English ^^a
:iconutul:
halo ce, happy birthday ya!
apik lho semuanya!


<tebak ini siapa>
:iconcowzie-momo:
Halo ce, heppi birdaiii!!waai,gambare cece apik lhooo aku sih paling suka yang helen semburan warnane itu sing paling tak senengi.. hehe.
:iconhokunin:
nice gallery here^^

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